"Should I be left alone? I suppose it would be better"Ah guess its been quite some time I haven't been writing this so I guess I would make the second post this time. Ah this time I'm in quite a dilemma. I bet usually quite number of people would be really happy to have a lot of girls or guys around them that they love. But for me, I guess its quite a problem to think about it. No, its not bad or anything but I feel like it might not be the right time yet.
You guessed it, I have been a bit of a headache for me right now. I'm not so sure if its either my fault for being who I am though. Yes it does make me happy if people did say they liked me but sometimes it was either too fast for me to answer it. For me, love isn't a game where you can just waltz around and say, "I like you" or "I love you" for fun and its bad to play around with peoples heart. I do not want to be a kind of person where for me to have love which is fake that is born trough lies just to make that person happy and loose the friendship if they knew about it.
Yes true I do want to have love in my life but for me, its not really the time yet to find it. For the time being, I just wanted to make friends with them and cared for them as a family member of my own.
